Hi I'm Janet and I'm an alcoholic. As much as you may think this is clickbait, it's not. I've been wanting to make this video now for five years, but the timing never really did feel right. I just wanted to be honest and open with you so you can know the real me. I know you may be wondering why I'd even post something like this. The truth is, when I was searching for someone online 5 years ago who was talking about these things, it was hard to find. Which only made me feel even more isolated and alone. So as much as I hope you don't relate to this video, if you do, you're not alone. I'm sorry if you feel mislead. I hope you're having a happy day! Janet x If you are curious and want to read about my experience with alcoholism (and other things) you can buy it here: On my store - https://www.janetdevlin.com/store Amazon - https://www.amazon.co.uk/My-Confessional-Janet-Devlin-ebook/dp/B086BH24GN/ref=sr_1_2?keywords=janet+devlin&qid=1585655930&sr=8-2 My new single 'Away with the Fairies' is out now: https://slinky.to/AwayWithTheFairies You can now pre-save my new album, Confessional: https://slinky.to/JanetDevlin-Confessional I MAKE MUSIC! Stream it here - https://goo.gl/paoHR6 SUBSCRIBE to my channel - https://goo.gl/XLtVKC & ENABLE 🔔 to receive notifications I'm on Patreon! Visit https://www.patreon.com/JanetDevlin and get access to more of my music, poetry and behind-the-scenes content! Plus a big fluffy virtual hug from me! Sign up to my mailing list for updates & exclusives - http://eepurl.com/Kw_yP Website - https://www.janetdevlin.com/ Twitter - https://twitter.com/JanetJealousy Instagram - https://www.instagram.com/janetdevlinofficial Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/thejanetdevlin PayPal - https://www.paypal.me/janetdevlinmusic