I can't stop crying! Chemo is killing me!
Jen Hicka
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31 months ago at 12:22 AMOctober 13, 2022 at 12:22 AM
I can’t stop crying. Chemo is killing me! I’ve been doing treatments for almost 2 years. I cry all the time. Tried antidepressants but no luck. I’m ready to give up! I don’t wanna die but thus is sooooo hard! Sorry I’m so negative but I’m not sure what to do. My oncologist doesn’t help. She just says it’s your new normal. Again sorry for all tge negativity!
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Last activity by Sandipa Mukherjee,
You are allowed to cry and be negative in these very hard times, but be hopeful and kind to yourself, and never give up. Also I'd say maybe it's time to change your oncologist and do whatever you feel best for you. We're all here for you. Much love!
0 RepliesI've had two recurrances, I totally understand what you're going through. Hang in there and try to be kind to yourself.
0 RepliesSending love to you all, I know hard this is ❤️🩹
0 RepliesI totally feel your pain here, I felt that way many times. Love and light to you. I hope you can think of what's going on now as temporary, even though it's completely all consuming now at the moment?
0 RepliesMy husband is dealing with "chemo for life" as well. Im hoping he isnt on this schedule forever. He's on an emotional and physical rollercoaster, for sure.
0 RepliesYou are allowed to cry and be negative sometimes. It helps to let the anguish out. I'm sorry you are going through this ❤️🙏
0 RepliesMy treatments really screwed with my testosterone levels and I was crying for everything and anything. Can they check your hormone levels? Maybe there is something there.
0 RepliesYou need a different oncologist. My opinion, and different anti depressants or increase? You do , and do, and do, until it works! Best wishes
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