Having a mental breakdown

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Mary Fields

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35 months ago at 5:56 PMAugust 20, 2022 at 5:56 PM

Having a mental break down. My medical team is worthless. I keep getting sicker, and they can't get all the paperwork to get me to a better hospital, so instead of trying to keep me okay, discharge until it's figured out. The last NP doesn't deserve a job as a coroner. What a horrible person. I'm sick of trying to get help. I don't know what to do except just wait for the bitter end. Oh and everyone in my family wants all my end of life stuff NOW! Dad can't be bothered to come back to the states to see his dying daughter, offer a hand. Whatever. Just hoping an adult finds my body not one of my children. I hope my family sues the shit out of these malpractice claims, a week ago I would have died had I listened that doctor, scary and horrible. Now I'm just to the point I want to lay on this couch and just wait for the day.

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Sandipa Mukherjee・

I'm so sorry to hear that Mary, but always remember that you're not alone, We're all here for you and let us know if we can help you anyway. I know the struggle is very hard more so when one's family isn't supportive enough, but don't lose hope and keep fighting for yourself. Remember you've a village here to support you always.

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Samantha McLain・

You are not alone! I'm so sorry to hear this. Please try keeping an open mind on asking people outside of the family to help

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Jess O・

Don’t wait for your medical team to get the paperwork together to go to another hospital. Just go to a better facility. That team will work on getting records. And if they can’t, they will do their own testing.

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Amanda Pool・

Sweet Erin, You are NOT alone and we are praying and believing God to send you the help you need right now in Jesus’ name. Please let us know what we can do to help? You are a survivor and hang on - your family needs you sweet one!! God bless and keep you to make it through this sometimes one minute at a time. ♥️🙏♥️🙏♥️🙏♥️🙏♥️🙏♥️

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Justin Perdania・

With multiple cancers treatment may not be as straight forward , find a patient advocate or social worker that can help you , also the american cancer society may have help to offer .and if you feel syrongly your drs are not doing there job please find new drs , trusting your drs is so importabt to your over all well being .i hope you find some solace soon and things get better for you . Love and light

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Oliva Hawkins・

I’m so sorry the struggle is so hard. You may want to call your insurance company directly to see what your options are for transferring to a new treatment center / hospital. It breaks my heart to see someone so young dealing with cancer. 🙏💙🙏

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June Slone・

Andi Alexander Hanson We are all here for you … Sometimes I feel like a piece of property and not an actual person …. Being probed and probe can be humiliating … I’m sick of being poked …I’m sick of hospitals … We Need COMPASSION!!

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